CHAPTER 21
Author's Note:
Hi! I just want to inform you that I will be switching the Point of View as a First-Person na po, starting from CHAPTER 21 to the end of the story. Anyways, please feel free to write your suggestions in the comment section. Ps:)
I am just a new writer so I'm asking you to please bear with me. Thank you!
Flynn Noah's POV:
"Pasensiya na talaga kanina Flynn. Hindi ko din talaga inaasahan na magpapakita pa ulit siya sakin."
Farrah is sitting next to me as she said her apology. We are now sitting in their living room's sofa and she is just a few inches away from me. I stared at her beautiful face and I saw a glint of sadness and pain in her eyes. She was just quiet as we went inside their house right after that scumbag went away. Thank God, he did it voluntarily or else I will be forced to use violence just to get rid of him.
I know she was affected by the presence of that asshole that is why her mood suddenly went dull, and so is mine. I let out a harsh breathe, using my palm, I reached for her soft fluffy cheek. I look at her, straight in her siren eyes and saw pain evident behind it.
"How are you feeling?"
I know it is stupid to ask her that because the answer is obvious in front of me. Her eyes glitter as wet tears condense there. She swallowed hard and her breathing was heavy.
I shook my head lightly and cut off the small distance between us. I affectionately grab her and let her headrest in my chest. My hand voluntarily caressed her back as I hear her small sobs.
Like the first time I saw her, I wanted her to feel that she is not alone. I wanted to let her know that I am here, ready to offer my shoulder for her to cry on. I again wanted to remind her, that the pain she is feeling will go away too, not now, but maybe soon.
"Baby, it's fine. Just let that out."
I am now embracing her as I urged her to just let her emotions come out. I can sense that she is trying hard to suppress it, and that is not good. Her shoulder is quivering and her breath is ragged but she is crying in silence. "Okay na sana ako eh! Kinalimutan ko na sana ang mga nagyari. Bakit pa ba siya nagpakita ulit? Ano pa ba ang kailangan niya sa'kin?!"
Farrah faced me with tears pooling down her cheeks. My hands automatically help her wipe those. I press my lips together as I felt my heart clenched as I saw her in front of me, crying in pain.
Just like before, I wanted to comfort her. I badly want to do something for her to feel better, but I don't know what to do either. Yes, I have an idea of why she was now like this, but I don't know the whole story behind that. That is why I can't find the right words to utter than to hug her right now and just let her feel my presence.
If I could just take those pain easily as if I was just getting some empty glass, I would surely smash it until it will turn into just tiny dust so it can't cause pain anymore, I would immediately do that right now.
After a few minutes of crying, she finally calmed down. I haven't said anything, I just let her cry in my arms next to me. I once again reached for her cheeks and help her wipe those tears. "Sorry, Flynn. Naku! Nabasa ko tuloy ang damit mo."
I raised a brow as she worriedly said that, as if it was fully soaked with her tears well in fact hindi nga nabasa kahit 1/8 ang suot ko. I shrugged, ignoring what she said, and held her chin instead. I looked at her now puffy eyes and trailed down my sight to her perfect straight nose, then settled it to those delectable pouty lips. My throat suddenly went dry as I was drooling to taste it, I then unconsciously gulped at its luscious sight. I heaved a sigh as I calm my damn myself. It's not time for that, Flynn. Oh, c'mon, tsk!
"Are you feeling better now?"
I asked Farrah. She let out a deep sigh while meeting my gaze. A wry smile appeared on her lips before she slowly nod her head.
"Maraming salamat, Flynn. Hindi ito ang unang pagkakataon na ipinaramdam mo sa akin na hindi ako nag-iisa. Kahit noong hindi pa tayo magkakilala, hindi mo pa din ako pinabayaan.", she said tenderly.
My eyes softened as she said that. It clenched my heart, but in a satisfactory way. I then, finally allowed myself, to grab her and hug her tightly. I wanted to tell her, through this affectionate embrace, that I can do more than that. That I can also make her feel the love that she truly deserves if she would just let me.
I let out a deep breath and break our embrace. Maybe this has something to do with the gap that I felt between us. I can't pinpoint it but I know there is, I can feel it. Once again, I reached for her face. Fondly tracing my thumb to her jaw down to her chin.
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"It's a pleasure to be here with you. Good thing I persuaded you, and take you home. Baka kung ano pa ang gawin sayo nang gagong 'yon kung wala ako!"
My blood boiled as I remember that idiot. What else does he need from Farrah to do that kind of trick?! Seriously? He fckn looks like a disgusting stalker! I know he did hurt Farrah because otherwise, she wouldn't be like this now. But no matter what other gimmick he does, I will make sure that he can no longer carry it out. I would never give him a chance to get close to Farrah again. "Ahm, wag na natin syang pag-usapan, Flynn," Farrah said softly while biting her lips.
My eyes automatically drifted to that luscious lips she was biting. It feels like it's inviting me to attack it, and that's what I did. I crashed my lips on hers and kissed it tenderly. She froze, unable to respond, shocked at my sudden move. After a while, I just found myself on top of her. Farrah is now lying her back on the sofa, responding to my kisses with the same intensity. I nip, lick, and nibble her strawberry-flavored mouth, wandering every corner of it. While my hands did their task, the one is on the side holding me up, just enough not to weigh down to Farrah, while the other one was molding her mound.
I can feel the fire that we are building up. Her body arched as moans and whimpers escaped from our mouths. But, suddenly Farrah pulls out from our kiss, gasping for air she opened her mouth and said. "Uhmm.. Flynn, hindi pa pala tayo kumakain."NôvelDrama.Org holds text © rights.
A loud groan then exited from my mouth, protesting. "Ahhh... Farrah, you'll be the death of me.."
To be continued...