Unforgiven Sins

Cinyla’s POV

I rolled over in my bed just to fall asleep. I couldn’t help but be annoyed because of what he did. Ugh! He is rude and I hate him so much! I didn’t even retaliate against him.

Tsk! Do you think you’re handsome? An ideal guy? NO! I have a boyfriend. I got my phone on the top of my table, I contact Mark, my man. I dial it but it is always out of coverage area.

Damn baby! Where are you?! I try to contact my boyfriend many times, but I only got no answer. I was annoyed and keep my phone on the table again. I just give a deep sigh and think something. Well, yes! He is handsome and has 8-pack abs, but wait, what am I saying? Incorrect! Annoying! I still have work later, but he’s messing with me – He’s messing with my brain.

Until I thought of taking a deep breath and just closing my eyes in case during those times, I can fall asleep as well.

The next day, I woke up early because of the loud sound of my alarm clock. I could do nothing but get up even though I was still lazy. Until I realized that it was Monday, I stretched first before moving and making my bed.

I also looked at my watch on the left side of my closet upstairs. I still have two hours to prepare, it’s a good thing and I’m at the office at 9:00 in the morning.

I was just a simple employee in the office of Spyanata Incorporation, a company busy conducting various kinds of business. We are in charge of providing advice for those who want to do business. I am very grateful to this company because it has taught me to socialize and be stable. I’m also happy because I’ve been here for three years.

I went straight to the comfort room to take a shower but when I passed the mirror, I stopped and was touched by my lips. Next time, I will not allow him to kiss me again. Get ready, BenChua!

I took a shower and got dressed, I only wore a simple white uniform and a black skirt. This is how I always wear it in the office and I’m used to it, I don’t just ride a jeep or even a tricycle because there are a lot of lost people. I take double care when I wear this, so I often look for a car I rent to drive.

A little tidy and I went out of my room as well. Okay self, forget your scene with that man. It doesn’t matter, your day will only be ruined if you let it go.

“Good morning, Ma! What’s for breakfast?” I asked in surprise while still kissing because I chose to be good vibes. I almost screamed because I was surprised by the person sitting, I was even holding my chest because it was probably his morning.

“Good morning, Cinyla!” It greeted me warmly with a wink.

“Looks like you’re awake, huh? It’s good that you’re not a dog and a cat, if I don’t, I don’t know. Eat it, we’re ready for breakfast.” Mom cheered. I just ignored BenChua’s greeting and sat on the right side, and got some food. I prayed first before leaving the food in front of me.

Then, Mama and BenChua ate as well. It looked like an angel had passed by. No one wants to fall into silence, even though I don’t want to break it because I don’t want to talk to the man in front of me.

“Do you have classes or work?” BenChua asked. But I just chose to keep quiet and pretend no one heard. But my Mother seemed to notice my throbbing, so she stepped on my foot.

“O-ouch!” I shout. “Aren’t you working at Spyanata Incorporation now? Maybe you just want to go with BenChua because I found out he has a car.”

I was almost dizzy, so I quickly drank a glass of water next to me. “Slow down, daughter!” reminded my Mother.

“Ohh, my job is close there. I can take her there if Cinyla will allow me?” Hearing it once smiled foolishly.

I almost grabbed the spoon and fork I was holding. It’s too early to break my mood. So, I forced a nod and a forced smile was my only response.

You’re too much, man!

“Is that all? That’s good, take her, BenChua accompany with her. Please be careful, you might fall!” My mother laughed as if something was going on. I just choose to consume my food so that when I couldn’t choose, I will stick this fork in front of me.

“Just a joke my dear Cinyla, oh she goes ahead hurry up and eat and you might even get caught up in your jobs.”

And after Mama reminded me, I also finished eating. “I’m done!” I’ll just take my stuff above.

“All right Cinyla, I’ll wait for you outside,” Ben replied as a reason for me to raise an eyebrow at him. It’s his fault!

“All right!” I answered sparingly and went upstairs to get my things.

I could do nothing but deliver the madman, even though it was against my will I just obeyed. It’s also a waste of money. He would just take me and I would have preferred not to think about anything else.

“You’re so quiet. Are you okay?” He started talking while driving because we were currently on the road.

“Nothing,” I said.

“I’m not going to work, I’ll just want to accompany and drive you safely. I’m just going to visit the cemetery today, I’m still on leave.” He explained that I was very surprised. I didn’t know someone died, maybe this is just his expression as if forced to smile.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

“S-Sorry,” I replied.

“For what? For being quiet and don’t want to talk with me? Ohh, It’s okay, I’m sorry about last night. By the way, you’re beautiful today, it’s not a joke but be careful. You’re my cell phone,” he said as if my brain was confused.

I’ll put my number or just type it in, I’ll pick you up later. You’ll still be on the road.” He added that he made my heart fat.

“Thanks, let’s wait… I’ll be home at 5 PM.” I picked up my cell phone and started kicking.

I typed his number there and a few moments later I arrived at our company.

“We’re already here, just put it away. I’ll just wait for you to come here later. Thank you and I’m sorry again.”

“Nothing, be careful later.” It reminded me and even helped me get out of his car. I nodded and smiled. It seems that the annoyance I feel for him is gone, but sadness and more understanding. I still wanted to ask him who he was going to visit but I chose to keep quiet and do it next time.

“All right, come on in, just pick you up, Cinyla.” It waved and finally hit his car. I went inside and took a deep breath.

I hope I get to know you, and I hope I get to know you for the flawless lies and pretense, BenChua.

I went straight inside and walked to my office.