Chapter 57: Forgive
Chapter 57: Forgive
Lucia's POV
Someone was busy waking me, I'm not in the mood to be awake, I groan at the sudden kisses all over
my face making me mad and that I was still tired as hell.
"Who ever you are, can you please stop with this wet kisses of yours, I'm tired", I groan out, pulling the
covers over my head, when it was pull down again, making me groan again so hard. I whined before
opening my eyes a little, not seeing a thing as a blurry view in front came in contact making me yawn
out. My eyes hurt from not sleeping last night, I was a crying mess, what's wrong with me, now
everyone hates me.
I rub my eyes a little to get the tiredness and sad feeling out of me, feeling my bed move as I look at
the figure in front me looking very concerned at me.I lay on my back as tears stream out of my eyes,
thinking of last night and everything feeling chrissy move closer to me laying her head down on my
chest and her arm around my waits caressing my hand, while I cry my heart out.
"It's okay Lucia." my best friend spoke , lifting her head from my chest and look at my ugly sleepy
crying face as she wiped my tears.
"Where did I go wrong? I asked her, with a soft crying voice looking at her, seeing her struggling to
answer me back.
" I don't want you to get it wrong but, sometimes you wrong, you know that and I'm not going talk with Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.
you in puzzles, you were wrong my friend really and what you exactly said to Brenda didn't just hurt
her, but her family too.
" I know, I know", I cry out, trying to stop the tears but It doesn't, Was I wrong to be worried about her
being killed or her killing Norma, you got hurt in the process too", I told her looking at her up and down
as she looks like she was going somewhere.
"But I'm fine, see." she gesture for me to look at her making me smile while I wipe my own tears.
"Where you going? I aksed her looking confused.
" School", she blur out smiling at me as I look at her shock.
"School, you didn't told me about going back to School? I asked her, siting up straight.
" You didn't asked me", she spoke poking my cheeks.
"But still", I pout at her, making her smile.
"I'm sorry then, you looked terrible." she said making a disgusting face as I wave my hand at her trying
to smile.
"Come on you need a shower and prepare your self for the exams, I'm going to talk to Brenda and
asked her if she could try and help you to write from home", she spoke while she opens the window
and curtains, bring in some light and fresh air to the room as I close my eyes from the huge light
coming in sight.
"What time is it? I asked her, playing with my fingers on my lap.
" It should be around 7:40 am, I think", she said, as she goes through my clothes.
My mind drift off to where everything started, when I met this beautiful woman who almost poured her
hole warm coffee over me, I smiled into the memories not hearing a think chrissy was saying. I was
lost by her eyes its was fascinating just to look into it, she got me captured at the time and my heart
beating so fast it was a strange feeling really something you can't definitely not explain. But where did
we go wrong, whats wrong with me, I sight pulling my hair back as I breathe out. I flince a little seeing
chrissy so close to me as I felt her long straight noise close to mine.
"You kidding me? I asked pushing her away from me hearing her laugh.
" I was talking about exams and you were day light dreaming", she spoke with so much enthusiasm as
she laugh again.
"It's so embarrassing, to lost track with you close by", I told her feeling very embarrassed as I hid my
face with both my hands.
"It's so cute to encounter that view, my darling, atleast there's still hope for you two to get back
together", I heard her when she came to sit next to me.
"I don't know." I sight feeling sad, after last night, she is done with me and I wo...n't bla...me her
chrissy", I stutter out trying to kept my tears in.
She sigth taking my hands in hers, "you owe her a huge apology love", she spoke, you was wrong
because she was protecting you, you know, I did thought for a moment that, that bitch was really going
to kill you, if she haven't interpret.
" I know but, it was all my fathers fault, if he was a good father, then he would have told us about
everything and things wouldn't have got out of hand like that." I told her as she grabbed me into a hug.
"I ha..te him so mu...ch, for eve..rything he did to us", I sniff out.
"It's fine baby doll", she said holding me tight, now please get out of this bed and go take the shower
I'm going down for breakfast and head to school.
I sigth as we pulled out of the hug, while i wipe my tears and nobbed my head as I stretched myself out
and stand up from the bed.
" Why ha..ving bre..ak..fast so late? I asked her as I mumble on my words, not getting my voice from
all the cry.
" Uiu and Brenda kept us all awake last night, so at time when we got back to bed we couldn't sleep,
but it's fine pull yourself together", She spoke and walk out of the door leaving me with my sorrows.
I walk up to my mirror and sigth seeing myself as I my chest tightened up leaving a lump in my throat
feeling my eyes water as I just let my tears falls down my terrible looking face. She wasn't lying when
she said I looked terrible, my orbs was red not as red as Brenda's when it changes, my beautiful eyes
was gone. I have so many dark circles around my eyes, will she ever forgive my apologies when I look
like shit.
I gathered all my makeup and put it on my mirror desk while I head to the shower and switch it on for
the water to get warm. I look at the clothes laying on my bed which chrissy choose out for me making
me smile at how I really misses her and that I'm glad to have here with me and I'm feeling so sorry for
dragging her into this mess of mine. I'm not really use in wearing this kind of clothes showing off half of
my body and if she thinks this will change Brenda's mind to forgive me then she must mistaken
because I'm Not that cheap using my body for her forgiveness.
If she really doesn't want to forgive me by my natural looks then she can go to hell, but how will I ever
talk.l To her after everything I've told her. She hates me by now I though siting back on the bed with my
head in my hands trying to figure out what I'm going to do, biting my nails. I breathe not getting any
ideas, but everything need to wait for a while. I need to prepare myself for this June exams, time flies
and it's almost my birthday.
"oh shit, it's June month already", I jump up and grab my phone checking the month and date as my
eyes widen in shock not believing it,it's the 8 June, "oh no it can't be what really happen that I have lost
so much track", I breathe out.
After having the hot and best shower but not that nice like that time me and Brenda had our first bath
together. I moan out thinking about it and having her down between my legs, tongue fucking me. "oh
my God", I moan out.
I sight feeling embarrassed to think that, arousel spread through my core as it starts to beat, making
me whine. I wipe my hair with my blue towel, having another one around my body walking out of the
bathroom. I stop in my tracks seeing Brenda standing in front of the bathroom door with her red orbs
glaring at me.
"uh mm br..e.n...da", I breath out feeling more and more embarrassed as my cheeks was burning the
hell out of me making me look down to the ground with my legs pressing close to my tigths hearing her
growl.
I felt a gust of wind when I look up my face expressing change to sadness feeling my eyes watering
she is gone without saying a thing to me, she is really done with me and there's nothing I can do. I snuif
as I walk up to the bed and sit down to pulled myself together. I dress myself up not wearing the clothes
chrissy took out for me but just something casual as I went down to get myself breakfast and facing my
problems.