Chapter 43
Aurom:
“What happened between the two of you? And do not tell me that it does not concern me. I heard the two of you saying my name and I know for fact that you were talking about me.” I said, glaring at the Alpha who took a deep breath
“They do not want me finding your parents. Whatever the reason is, they did not mention it.” He said, making me frown.
“You told him that you were going to go and look for my parents? My biological ones, when you knew that they are associating with my old pack?” I asked, shaking my head at the man who frowned at my question. My heart raced and I knew that not only did he screw up right now, but that I was going to find myself dealing with more of a fuss than I would want to deal with, and I was not referring to the elders.
“Why is that a problem?” He asked, shaking his head in question and I took a step back.
They left a while ago, and though they came with smiles on their faces, the frown that I saw on the Lord Alpha’s face told me that things were not going to be going as well as I was going to hope for them to go. Whatever happened here was going to be told to my mother, and if she hears that we were aiming to find them, then there was going to be a lot for me to deal with when they saw me the next time, that is, if she does not call.
“They are not going to appreciate the fact that I opened a topic like this with you. I did not even ask you to do it, and they are not going to understand that it was a conversation that you translated to me wanting to find them.” I said, shaking my head. Yes, I always wanted to find my parents, and I always wanted to know who they were, but I knew that it wasn’t like this. I knew that for that to happen, there were things to be sacrificed. And that as why when Dimitri offered, I believed that he would be able to support me through my sacrifice.
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If they were dead, then I was going to have to deal with the pain of knowing that not only did they give me up, but that they didn’t make it to the life that they wanted. If they died when I was born, then who was the one who sent me to the pack? If they were killed, who took me and left me in front of the pack gates like my parents claimed. Who was that person and why was he hiding? Who was P and what would the person be careful to hide when I was nothing than å mere omega?
“You opened a topic to me and I could tell that it was bothering you. I chose to want to be nice and if they do not like it..”
“You are not the type to just genuinely be nice, Alpha Dimitri If you are not gaining anything out of it, you are not going to be nice.” I said, shaking my head at him. “I am not st upid, I know that your words are to merely ensure that I am under your gaze as you know that I am carrying you baby, but your assurance means nothing to me. I am just the omega female in your eyes”
The low growled that echoed through the walls took me by surprise, and I looked down at my feet, trying my best not to do something that would end up with him killing me right now. The last thing that I needed was to find myself in something like that. To say the least, I knew that he wouldn’t hesitate or regret doing it. But I knew that I was going to end up losing more than just my life. It was also the fact that I was having my baby to protect, and that was something that the Alpha seemed to ignore.
“I am going to say this once because it seems to me that it is the ONLY way that you want to be treated, and do not say otherwise.” He said, glaring at me. “I tried being the humane figure that you would want as a child’s father. But I will not tolerate being embarrassed because of you. Therefore, if you think that my search and my lawyers are for something that…”
“Stop,” I said, and he chuckled.
“Why? Too childish to be able to take a small word like this one?” He said, making my ch*st burn because of his attitude. It wasn’t one that I knew not to expect, but I didn’t expect it to be directed at me right now. It was one thing to be bigger than someone but it was another thing to have the brains to fight, and IF he thinks that I was going to watch and allow him to bully me around while he roamed freely, doing what he wanted, then he was very wrong.
“You are hurting me.” I commented, noticing how hard he was squeezing my arm.
“Good, because this is the pain that you are going to be feeling from now on.” He said, making me gulp. “Whenever you
choose to go against me with your attitude, you are going to remember this squeeze. Maybe then you would remember to tame your bullsh it attitude and remember that the man standing in front of you is your Alpha,”
He let ny arm go and I put my hand on it, trying to mu ffle my cries as I felt the world tighten around me. And the worst part about it was, I didn’t even know what was going on or why. He shook his head at me and took a step back, leaving me in the living room as he turned to head to his office again. I took a deep breath and looked at the reception set up before going back to my room.
The last thing that I needed was another fuss about whatever he was going to throw at me.
However, that wasn’t what surprised me despite the long night that I was having.
It was the fact that Charlotte was calling Dimitri. And though I wasn’t supposed to do so, I didn’t know what got into me a I looked at the phone for a second before putting it down, deciding against responding. My heart raced and I walked toward my bedroom without saying a word as I took a deep breath.
you.” I
“We don’t need them, mama, papa. I am going to find you myself, I promise you, I will find you. I will ALWAYS find said, taking a deep breath. “All I have to do is get my strength back. And for that to happen, I was going to need get a proper and a very much needed rest. Only the would I be able to fulfill this and whatever this journey was going to take.”
“But I am going to find you. I will find you…”