#2 Chapter 1
I am a grade 12 student, married to a first year college guy.
He’s Cadfer Reyver, 20 yrs old. And I’m Faunmer Alvis, 18 yrs old.
I know about him, a lot. Because he’s the guy I adore since I was grade 7. But sadly, he don’t know me. I love him secretly. I’m not that desperate for him to notice me.
Not until one day, I heard I was getting married. I’m happy because that guy that I was going to marry was Cadfer. But all the pity I feel has been replaced by frustration and sadness.
He already have his girl, and he really love her.
I was the reason for their separation, I don’t want to ruin it So I forced my Uncle not to continue The wedding but sadly it was processed and boom that day itself we were officially married.
Long plan The wedding will take place, my dead father and his father are best of friends. request ng dad ko Ang ikasal kami dalawang.
I gasped, at the same time looking at the sky.
One day, they will also get along with the woman he loves. I’ll make a way, I love Yun eh ‘I can’t make him mad at me’ so I’ll make a way for them to get along even if it hurts me.
“Oh Faun, you’re crying again”
I felt so bad on my cheek, I didn’t realize I was crying. I was just smeared on both cheeks with a forced smile. I looked at Lang who just arrived, Zion, he’s been my friend since elementary.
“W-nothing” I said avoiding my gaze, we were in the school garden. recess time So we can go around the whole school but this garden is really our favorite hangout.
“Weh? I guess because is Yan again with Cadfer na Yan?”
I bowed down and couldn’t answer, he always knew Cadfer was the reason so it’s not new.
“Oh! Bat ka nqlulungkot ? eh, you’re married so you should be happy ”
“Haha, I’m not going to be happy Zion”
I got up at the same time when my skirt got soiled from sitting on the grass.
“Huh? When are you ———–
*Kringgggggggg*
He didn’t finish what to say because of the buzzer, signaling that we had to enter his classroom. It frowned at me.
“Badtrip Oh, I’m just hurting you when the buzzer sounds … Faunnnn Maya again huh? Let’s go home together! I’ll be the first”
he just laughed and nodded, and immediately ran away. I was just shaken. Different class really.
We are from the same school that Cad attends, but we have different buildings because I was in the building of the SHS students while he was in the college build.
I walked quietly to my classroom, nothing changed … I was really quiet.
“Do not you know? cadfer of the college build and kassidy of the SHS build are separated? ”
“Weh? No, haven’t they been dating for a long time? But they’re going to split up”
Oh gossip really oh, still blocking the way. I was shaken past them. I just sighed, shrugged at the same time.
I kept walking, but I didn’t expect to collide with anything
“S-sorry, I didn’t ———-
Cad? “Call your attention here, cad! What is he doing here? Am I the one he meant here? Oh, assume you’re really a faun.
a cold look Just threw me once continued to walk, he even deliberately pushed slightly My shoulder.
I just stared behind him as it slowly disappeared from my sight.
“Cad” I softly whispered once sadly continued.
Just for my wind If he considers it.
At least I’m really just one wind, The only difference is that he doesn’t feel me.
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“Faun can we talk”.
We are at home now, I looked at Kay cad. It’s serious, I felt nervous and happy because of course he was going to talk to me.Content bel0ngs to Nôvel(D)r/a/ma.Org.
“S-sure” I left the dishes I was washing and followed him into the living room.
It sat on One of the sofas, so did I.
“I want you to talk to Kassidy”
I was dazzled by what it said, I thought.
I was disappointed at the same time as I frowned in sadness.
“Make it clear to her, say I don’t love you and you don’t love me”
B-but I do love you, I sadly stared at him with a sigh. B-why is it that what he’s doing to me is so bad.
“You want my forgiveness, right ? then do what I said ”
I stood with my back to him, warming the corners of my eyes.
“S-alright I’ll do”
It’s hard I promise.
At the same time, my tears were dripping, how many times have my tears been dripping because of Cadfer.