Hard for you
Chapter 22: Talon’s POV
I pulled out of her and lay on the bed to catch my breath. I felt weak and drained just in that first round -something that had never happened before even with Willow.
‘Avalyn…’ my wolf whispered her name and I felt my cock twitch. I rolled my eyes, refusing to let the pressure build.
She was a virgin. She must still be very sore from all the stretching. I should probably let her be.
“I am bleeding!” I heard her whimper from beside me.
I turned at once and saw her bloodied hands raised to her face.
I got up at once and picked her up. She shrieked and held onto my neck with her hands. I led her to the bathroom and placed her in the bathtub. I brought down the shower head and washed her up as gently as I could.
Her skin was so delicate, I feared I would hurt her if I was rough. Her cheeks were tainted with a permanent red color as I washed her up without saying a word.
What was I even supposed to say? She was my Breeder, I knew I should be feeling the excitement I felt for her. I should even have enjoyed the sex we just had.
I shouldn’t be washing her up either but I couldn’t bring my hands to stop. It felt like my body grew a mind of its own and it did things without my approval.
After I finished I made to lift her out of the bathtub but she shook her head slowly dropping her eyes to her fingers.
“I can manage…” She whispered.
I narrowed my eyes at her and saw that her nipples were hardened again. I wasn’t the only one getting drawn to her. Unlike me, she was fighting it back.
And this angered me.
“Suit yourself!” I hissed and stepped out of the bathroom. I snatched my clothes from the vanity chair and quickly slipped them on before bursting out of the room.
Why was my heart feeling this way? Why was her scent not leaving my head?
I walked straight to my chamber and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. The strong smell of berries seemed to be embedded in my system, I had to wash it away.NôvelDrama.Org content.
But the more I scrubbed the more her tight little pussy clouded my mind.
“Shit!”
I shouldn’t be thinking about that! I had a mate! She was just a breeder!
Frustrated, I burst out of the bathroom and moved to the door. I had to take a run.
“Talon, are you okay?” Willow’s smooth voice echoed in my ears and I froze.
I couldn’t stare at her. Not after I had kissed another woman and enjoyed it. I couldn’t look at those bright blue eyes after what I had done.
The deal was to impregnate the girl and not enjoy making love to her!
“My love, is everything okay?” I heard her footsteps approach me and I couldn’t bring myself to do it.
“Stop!” I growled and her steps stopped. “I need fresh air,” I added before pulling the door and stepping out of the room.
I went to the fields and took off my clothes as my body transformed into my wolf. I ran into the night air, howling into the moon.
What game was the moon goddess playing with me? Why was Avalyn clawing her mark in my heart?
I was a Lycan. I was king. I shouldn’t let a small human girl mess with my mind. I loved Willow and that was all that mattered!
With that in mind, I returned to my room and met Willow waiting by the window. As she saw me come in, she got to her feet and came to hug me.
“I know this must be hard for you baby but it’s hard for me too…” She sobbed. “You need to keep trying at least a couple of times till we can confirm that she is pregnant. Please, don’t stop now my love,” She said and kissed the side of my cheek.
“Can’t once be enough?” I asked even if I knew the answer to that.
“I am afraid it isn’t. As hard as it is, we need to try for at least two weeks. Give her all you got, she is bound to be pregnant by then,” Willow said but I didn’t agree with her.
The one time I slept with her, it messed with my very soul. If I did it anymore, I would lose my mind.
“Willow,” I whispered, taking her hands to my lips. “Let’s see what comes up in the next couple of weeks. If she isn’t pregnant. I promise to try again… For you…”
Her blue eyes watered as she looked at me with gratitude in her eyes. She grabbed my cheeks and pressed her lips over mine.
For the first time in my life, I didn’t feel the rush of energy that always came with her kisses.
She led my hands to her waist as she held on tighter to my neck and deepened the kiss.
Not wanting to raise suspicions, I kissed her back.
She led me to our bed and she pulled my pants open, freeing the mindless monster that was my cock. She spread her night dress open and spread her legs open for me to take her.
Reluctantly, I got on top of her and inserted my cock into her.
“Hmm, Talon,” she moaned out and I blocked every thought of Avalyn out of my head as I thrust hard and fast into my Willow.
This was where I belonged. This was how it should be.
“Yes… Talon… That’s it…” Willow encouraged as she twisted with each thrust meeting me halfway as hard as she could.
Our heavy panting filled the room as I grabbed her by the hair and pressed harder grunting at the primal need to release filled my core.
She arched forward giving me, even more, accessibility as I have her harder thrusts. It wasn’t like what we used to do as I was mainly driving my lust and the need to fulfill my duty to my mate -maybe this was all I have ever done until Avalyn opened my eyes.
“Fuck!” I coursed not because of the sensation that was barely present but because Avalyn had managed to infiltrate my thoughts one more time.
“Oh, Talon! Yes!” Willow moaned as her hands went to her clit. She massaged herself as I thrust into her, creating a rhythm that brought my mind back to Avalyn.
Avalyn was so much tighter and warmer. When her walls clenched it was on another level, I felt choked yet with tiny kisses from her wetness.
My cock hardened further as my thoughts went to Avalyn’s tightness. I imagined being buried within her and in seconds, I came undone just as Willow also came down from her high.
I pulled out of her and moved to the bathroom. I wiped our body fluid with a wet cloth, then returned to the room, without looking at my face in the mirror. Everything about tonight was wrong.
I returned to the bed and pulled the covers over my body.
“My love-” Willow started to say but I didn’t have it in me to start any sort of conversation.
I pressed a kiss to her temple interrupting her next words. “I am tired, Willow. Let’s go to bed.”
She pulled my hand and kissed them. Then she raised her head on my chest and closed her eyes.
“Okay, goodnight my love.”
I couldn’t even bring myself to say it. I felt worse than a criminal. My heart was restless and I was in the middle of that chaos.
I was at fault here and not here. Willow didn’t deserve this. All she had ever done was love me all her life. She had tried as much as she could to carry a baby for us but each time she managed to get pregnant, the child died before it even became two months old.
It broke her too much. I could remember those days. I could remember how strong she pretended to be when it was killing her inside.
I shouldn’t do this to Willow.
I tightened my arm around her and pulled her closer to me. This was the time for me to show her more love and not pain.
She was the best thing that the goddess had done for me. I should let some human girl come between us.
Those were the last thoughts in my head as sleep finally took over me. My dreams were not any better but they helped make my resolve stronger. I had to stay away from Avalyn and hope that the one time I had with her was enough to get her pregnant.
Morning finally came and I slipped out of bed, letting Willow have her rest. I slipped into my official clothes and stepped out of the room to begin my day.
In the throne room, Greg was already waiting with some guards and as they saw me approach, they all bowed and left the room, leaving only Greg with me.
“Good morning Talon, how was your night?” He asked, wiggling his brows.
I narrowed my eyes at him and walked to my throne and sat down.
“You are frowning but my sources tell me that last night you spent it with Avalyn. How did it go?” He fired and I growled at his elusiveness.
“Since when have I started sharing my sex details with you, Greg?” I hissed and he frowned.
“Aish, I see you are not happy. Let me guess, Willow problem?” He insisted on taking a seat beside me. “But before you have my head, here is the update! The rogues have been controlled by your cousin’s pack and they seem to be laying low at the moment…”
“Matters with the humans have also been resolved and councilwoman Elizabeth requests to apologize for her behavior the last time!” Greg dictated.
I sighed and relaxed in the seat. At least this side of my life seemed to be going well enough.
“Schedule her for late afternoon, I have something I need to take care of before then…” I said.