I can’t stay away from you
A DEAL WITH THE CEO
Fanuel.
Staring at her expression, I knew she wasn’t pleased.
It was so obvious that she hated Mirabel’s gut but seeing her this way broke something in me.
I just didn’t want anything to affect her in any way. If I ever discover that I make her feel uneasy and uncomfortable, I would gladly execute myself from her to make her smile.
She has been sad for too long and I think it’s beyond my deal with her.
There’s this deep sadness that’s stamped in her eyes no matter how she tries to hide it. I’ve fucked up when it come to caring for anybody especially her but she makes me want to care, she makes me was to see nothing but happiness gleaming on her face.
I still suffer the guilt of hitting her, the pain in her eyes was my nightmare. I curse myself over and over again that staying away from her and giving her the space she needs wasn’t enough.
I wanted to just start everything over and let her go but I couldn’t even bring myself to accept that she would leave.
She blinded me with her beauty every passing day and seduced me without even knowing.
She makes me wish for forbidden desires, I had buried deep rooted to the ground.
It makes it worse for me when she reciprocates those feelings.
She’s supposed to glare at me and push me away, she was supposed to hate me and not give a damn but her reaction says otherwise.
She’s sensitive to my touch as hell and it drives me crazy sending sweet blood to my dick. I couldn’t ignore these feelings anymore, call me selfish but I want her all to myself.
Her naiveness and kind heart gets to me that I wonder what sort of creature she is?
Right from the day she poured hot coffee on my skin, some in her shoes would rejoice or even wished to burn me to death but she went as far as looking for an ointment to heal my burns.
She was stubborn too, no doubt but in a good way.
I couldn’t concentrate at work, not after feeling her soft body mashed on my own, not after inhaling her scent and wishing to hug her forever.
I can’t believe this was what I was missing all these months.
Then the fact that Edward was with her made me lose all concentration as I thought he might see all those features and want to take advantage of her.
My friend was a huge flirt but not with Christine. He cared for her immensely and flared up at my nasty behavior with her.
Right now, I just wanted to kiss her so bad and hear her tell me to give her more.
Gosh!! When did I become so whipped?
” Mirabel is hell bent on moving over and it’s stressing me out.”
I said and her countenance was still the same.
“I…i. will be in my room.” She said quietly and smiled at Edward before swaying her sexy hips to the direction of her room.
“You’re acting really weird.” Edward said and I nodded.
“Explain weird ”
“You didn’t have to tell her that!! And you can’t let Mirabel move in, Christine is too fragile to handle her.”
“I don’t have a choice, I want to finish those projects and move to bplan B but for now, I need to give her the motivation by accepting her proposal.”
“I know you don’t give a damn about Christine but at least think about her feelings and worth as a lady. Can’t you wait until the so-called deal you had with her is over then you can foolishly flaunt that bitch in your house forever.”
“You think I haven’t thought about that?”
He shook his head in disbelief and stood up.
“Imagine another guy moving in your house to also claim Christine as her wife in your presence.”
“I’ll break his nose before he even steps in.”
“You’re just selfish, you care about your ego and what you feel and not someone else.”
He said and I watched him leave the living room and I sighed dejectedly.
I glanced at the direction of Christine’s room and bit my lips.
She wasn’t asleep as I expected.
Her face was blank and expressionless while she raised her body to stare at me, frowning.
I entered slowly and her beautiful fragrance hit me.
She was extremely neat despite the fact that I sent all the maids on leave.
Her cosmetics and deodorants were arranged neatly on the big gold locker with a mirror that was plastered hugely hugely.
Her books were stacked neatly on the shelves close to the window and her shoes were beautifully arranged in order of color beside the wardrobe.
“I want to be alone.” She blurted out not staring at me.
“You’re mad at me.”
“I’m not.”
“Then why are you pissed off.”
“I…nothing, can you please just leave me for a moment…I need to think and face reality ”
I sat on the side of the bed and stared at her confused beautiful face.
“What reality?”
“You…reality of you this close and nice all of a sudden and getting acquainted with my enemy soon. I can’t seem to wrap it around my head.”
“Christine..”
“Fanuel no.. please, stop making me feel this way. I’m not ready to be abandoned and cut to shreds, let me explain what these silly fragments of what building up in me first. I think you should avoid me.”
She closed her eyes and turned her back at me, making me feel shattered.
Why was she backing off? Her mere presence sets me on fire and the thought of not being with her often makes me want to puke in disgust.
“I can’t.” I blurted and she faced me with total shock.
“What do you mean?”
“I can’t stay away from you or avoid you, it’s more like an impossible mission.”
“Why?” She yelled with tears shining in her eyes.
“I don’t fucking know okay.” I yelled back and continued.
“All I know is that.. that I want to be with you every now and then. I want to hold you and apologize over and over again for treating you like trash. I want to see you happy and kill anyone that makes you sad.
I fucking want you so bad Christine, you shouldn’t have entered my room that day, you make it so hard to stay away from you. I don’t know what this means but I’m never letting you go ”
I poured out my heart to her and she momentarily froze, staring and blinking her eyes in shock.
Her mouth opened and closed and she sighed.This is from NôvelDrama.Org.
“Please stop playing around.”
“I’m not!!”
“Fanuel…I…”
“You don’t say anything, just don’t push me away. I will never ever hurt you again, I promise.”
I told her and she sighed dejectedly not knowing what to say.
My hands found her arm and I let her crush on my body, patting her back slowly.