The Billionaire’s Ex Wife

Amanda Pov

Flashback continues-

She looked at me, “Why the hell are you blushing Maddy! I’m not gay! And this”, she pointed at the both of us, “never happened”. 

She wore her clothes and left. I was so devastated. But guess what? She’s now married to a female and has two kids together. Bitch if only she had accepted her sexuality then, I would have been her wife now, I loved her but I just couldn’t tell her.

When I met Matt, I didn’t know, I just fell for him. He was everything I always wanted in a man so I guess I just didn’t explore my sexuality but lately have been thinking about it I think am bisexual.

How did this happen? It was that stupid party Raven asked me to go to with her that I needed to have fun that is how it started, now am having a crush on that green-eyed girl.

A few days ago

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I have not been talking to Ethan, not picking up his calls for weeks now and he thinks I’m avoiding him which I am. Gosh, we had sex and I don’t know what to tell him. It was a mistake, but was it a mistake? I’m just so troubled.

He came to my place of work to talk to me but I told him it was a mistake, what happened between us was a big mistake. I can’t just forgive him like that, he hurt me. I shouldn’t have had sex with him. Damn it.

Blue had been pestering me, wanting to see her father, asking questions about when we’re moving in together. I don’t know what to say. 

Sometimes I just tell her, “Soon”, which makes her sad. I want her to be happy, maybe giving Ethan a chance to be a father to her and a boyfriend to me, is that what he’ll be to me? This is so frustrating. 

A lot of things have been going on here but he won’t understand. I mean my best friend is going through a divorce but that is over now thank God and the restaurant has been really busy so I don’t have a lot of time to even think about him which is good, I should focus on my work and Blue that’s all that matters. 

My parents also got to meet my Blue, it took some time for me to agree, hell it took months for me to even pick their calls, if not for Amanda and my sister pleading I don’t think I would be here right now watching this.

 It was really funny to watch them being scolded by my daughter. It happened when I got a call from my parent’s begging me to come to see them. Yes, I avoided them a lot, I was still a little angry about what happened. 

So I made a surprise visit today. I know all of them were home. I still don’t understand why my brother was staying with our parents. My sister told me it was because he was nervous and scared for the baby, why would he be scared? Well, you see this is the third time Riley is pregnant, she had a miscarriage, twice and this is the third time so he believes that it because they are staying alone that why she’s having a miscarriage. 

Like what the hell, it’s because of stress and maybe him making her scared as well, dumbass, I felt sorry for Riley, she was really sweet to hang out with. She came to see me, we got along, she never for one day asked if I had seen my parents since that night. She was helpful and tried to cheer Amanda up. We had girls’ nights sometimes where we just sat and watched movies and sometimes talked about life. So coming here to my parent’s house was a surprise for them, I mean they were not prepared at all to see me even though I brought Blue with me. 

“Hey mom!”, I said, hugging her and my dad. I guess that brought them back from their shock. “This is my daughter Blue,” I said to my family. My child was just staring at them. 

“Baby, greet your grandparents,” I said. “No!” She grumbled. 

“Why not?”, “Because they hurt you,” she said while glaring at them. 

“Please forgive them, baby,” I said, pecking her cheek. “Okay but I want to talk to them”.  

“Sure, no problem” I smiled with nervousness. I looked at my parents and brother. They followed her, they all sat on the dining chair and my daughter started scolding them. 

“You broke mama’s heart, I will only forgive you if you promise not to do it again, ” she said, folding her arms together and glaring at them. 

I think my parents got scared of the way she was looking at them, they nodded and promised not to hurt us again. “Pinky promise?” she asked, holding her pinky finger out, pinky promise, my parents did what she did.

After that, she started entertaining them. She loves them so much she has been spending time at Ethan’s and mine and she doesn’t go alone, Amanda’s kids are always with her because Maddy has been very busy and a little depressed with the divorce. So the kids had been going to school from there but now all that is over.

Ethan sent me a message telling me to come for this birthday party and I think this is what I and Amanda need after all the stress so I told her about it and she said yes.

So here we are at the house party. How will I ever find him but that was taken care of because someone directed us to him. I was so happy to see him. He hugged me, kinda awkward, and excused himself from our friends. 

We started talking. I apologised and told him what had been going on. I was even surprised he was listening to what I am saying, he has changed a lot!

The old Ethan would not be interested in what I was saying. 2e talked a lot about work, family, and our child then we started talking about us and the elephant in the room. 

He said “Raven I know it was too soon to have sex but I don’t regret it and I want you back in my life if you still want to”, He said nervously.

“I do want you Ethan, but I can’t be with you, I don’t want to get hurt” I replied with grief.

Then I thought about my daughter and the time I made her cry for refusing to see her father. “Well, we can but let’s just take this slow okay?” I said cautiously. 

“Sure Raven, anything you want” he smiled and he pecked my cheek. 

I’m doing this for my daughter, all this is for her, anything to make her happy.