CHAPTER 84: DID WE DO IT?
CHAPTER 84: DID WE DO IT?
GALINA’S POV
My head hurts as I tried to get up from bed.
‘How did I get here?’, I asked myself because last I could remember, I was at the ball, with some guys…
I struggled again to sit up right when I felt something heavy was holding me back, I looked for the source and it wasn’t something, it was someone!
I gasped and held my mouth, trying not to make any sound. I still felt a little dizzy from all the drinking last night and my eyes hurts a little.
I stretched my hand to grab my phone as it was still dark outside, I checked for the time and it was few minutes pass 4am.Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
If I was in bed with someone, then there is eighty percent chances that we had sex!
‘Oh my goodness, what have I done?!!’, I remembered promising myself not to drink heavily but I only did that to show off to Lev! I felt like crying.
I turned on the lamp and my eyes grew even wider. To my shock, it was Lev!!
‘Why is he here?!’, I asked myself. I carefully tried to push his hand away from my body but he drew me closer, I closed my eyes shot and prayed he wouldn’t wake up to see us in such a position.
I sighed and looked around, there was a bowl of water and towels on the table and I smiled faintly.
‘He must have used the water and towel remedy on me’, but why?
I thought he hates me and wants nothing to do with me? He has been pretending like I didn’t exist for years now, why change now?
I tried hard to remember what happened yesterday to lead to this?
“Did we make up and make out?”, I muttered to myself.
Lev turned again and his hand was finally off me, I held my breath and slowly left the bed. I stood and accessed myself, noticing I was wearing something different from what I wore last night.
I gasped in shock.
‘Did Lev change my clothes?!’, I asked myself in disbelief, I know he wouldn’t. He might be a heartless mafia member, but he knows boundaries.
I tiptoed to the door and just when I was about to unlock it, I heard a voice behind me.
“And where do you think you are going to?”, Lev’s deep voice sounded across the room. I shivered and my hand on the doorknob, froze. I couldn’t turn and face him as I was too embarrassed, I still couldn’t remember what happened last night, if we kiss or… have sex?
“Galina”, He called again and I breathe out. I didn’t owe him anything to be embarrassed, matter of fact, he should be the one trying to hide from me after all the wrongs he did to me.
“Why are you here?!”, I turned around and decided to act tough but I almost melted, he was seated on my bed with his hair ruffled and his sleeves folded up. He appeared as if he just walked out of a painting. His morning face was everything and I gulped, mentally stating it was a bad idea for turning to face him.
“You were drunk, so I got you here–“, I didn’t give him the chance to complete his words as his manly voice was stirring up things in my stomach.
“And?! You decided to take advantage of me? As vulnerable as I was?!”, I asked.
I wasn’t sure how he ended up in bed with me and I couldn’t ask him, so being this extra might help get answers from him.
“I didn’t take advantage of you”, He immediately denied and hopped out of the bed, coming closer and I tried to move away but my back hit the door. He stopped at his track and apologized.
“Then how can you explain you and I in bed, together!”, I asked.
“It was a mutual agreement”, He replied and my hands flew to grab my blouse at my chest area.
‘Is he confirming it?! Did we have sex… again?!’, I panicked in my head.
“What stupid agreement?! I was clearly drunk and in a vulnerable state. Whatever I might have said or done to make you think I gave you greenlight was clearly a mistake!!”, I raised my voice at him and I saw his expression morph from guilt to confusion, then settled on mischief.
I got confused as he was smirking.
“Wh-what are you smiling a-about?”, I stuttered and he moved closer.
“You think we had sex, right?”, He said so bluntly and I couldn’t help but blush at the thought.
“Did we?”, I asked back.
“I don’t know, I can’t tell you”.
“We didn’t, right?”, I guessed.
“Ask yourself. I mean you are putting on a different cloth from yesterday and your makeup is smeared”, Lev said confidently.
“My m-makeup is smeared probably because you– you used that water and towel over there to wipe it off during the water and towel therapy for my drunken state!”, I responded, pointing to the bowl of water.
“No. I didn’t use it for your face only…”, He said, trying not to say more but I took a wild guess.
‘Did he wipe my body clean after the sex and got me into a new cloth?!’, I gasped at my own thoughts.
“You pervert!!”, I yelled and hit him on his chest and he didn’t try to stop me neither did he flinch.
I didn’t know what to do, I continued hitting his chest and he chuckled. He caught both my hands and pressed them together on the door.
“Enough”, He commanded and I obeyed, I settled down a bit, still panting for air.
Lev was too damn close for comfort and I forgot how to breathe, he had his eyes locked with mine. His brought up his free hand and his thumb grazed my cheeks and I shivered, swallowing hard.
“I’m trying to keep a safe distance, but why do you keep making me break my own rules?”, he said and I was even more confused.
“Wha-what… what are you talking about?”, I whispered.
“I apologize in advance for what I’m about to do”, He said.
“I don’t get what you’re tal–“, I didn’t get to finish as Lev’s lips connected with mine in a flash motion. He was aggressive with it like he was hungry for it and I was the only one to quench such hunger.
I was caught off guard and my eyes were opened wide, hands on the door and heart beating fast. I didn’t know how to react, tears formed in my eyes from years of pent up anger towards Lev.
‘Is he for real? He thinks he can just kiss me and we will be good again?’, What about all those things he did to me in the past? How he treated me like air after the sex, how he avoided me like I was some type of virus.
I was hurt and pained! I thought less of myself as I was in love with him and thinks this kiss would solve my anger?!
I struggled and pushed him away.
“Galina why–“, I didn’t give him the chance to complete speaking before connecting my hand with his cheek, twice. He saw it coming but let me, I couldn’t control the tears anymore as it poured down my cheeks.
I was weak around him, I know. I can’t control my emotions when I’m near him or with him, he holds the key to my dummy button and I know he knows.
He slowly rose his head to look at me, a faint and stressed smile by the corner of his lips and he nodded.