29- A Conversation
Xander
I know that she’s still mine. I know that she still wants me. Even her beast wants me and Rion. ‘So you better do a good job explaining to her,’ my wolf said.This content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.
Do you think that I am not going to do that? Of course, I am going to do everything so she’ll believe me. Now that she agreed to listen, I will be able to explain myself and inform her why I did that.’
‘Just be patient with her. In the event that she still doesn’t accept our reason, let her, and don’t force her. She’ll come by.’ Rion reminded me.
‘No matter how much I want her to come back to us in this instance, I know that she also had her responsibilities as Alpha and Luna of the Silver Moon Pack, so there’s no way that I am going to force her or anything.’
‘As long as you know,’ he replied before he retreated to the back of my head. He was always like that. He only talks to me whenever it concerns our mate. I was in my office, so I decided to go to the room where I took Chassy this morning. I could still smell our scents lingering as I entered the room.
I renovated the alpha’s office after I assumed the title. My father, as well as his beta and gamma, are now on the werewolf council. They were all respected all over the werewolf world, and they only came here whenever they had time.
This room was built as a secret room, but after I took Chassy to my bedroom and she left, I decided to use it instead. I only miss her every time I get in there and remember what we did, especially on her last night here. Her scent, her moan, her scream-I missed that from her. And this morning, she never changed a bit in that aspect. She was still a screamer. Thinking about that, I couldn’t help but get a hard-on.
I went out of the room before I started to jerk. That would be humiliating for me. I have my mate, and I only want her to satisfy me. ‘You seemed different,’ Limuel said when I went back to my office. He was waiting for me, along with Jack.
“Are you happy now?” my gamma asked. I nodded my head, smiling.
“Are you two OK now?” Limuel asked.
“Not really. But at least I made her promise to listen to me tomorrow.”
“But that doesn’t guarantee that she’s going to come back here, right?” It was Jack.
“Yes. I understand it, though. She’s the Luna and, at the same time, the Alpha. She has a lot on her shoulders.”
“She’s totally different from when she was here. Though I already had a feeling that she was tough, I never expected her to be that tough.” Limuel commented, and I agree with him. I’ve known Chassy to be very quiet and subtle. Other pack members said that she doesn’t fight back no matter what they do or say to her.
When the pack saw her, they couldn’t look at her, while my mate was acting so cool as if she didn’t know anyone. She ignored them and didn’t even bother talking to any of them at all. Even though her mother wanted to talk to her, she never gave her a chance. I thought that I should help them, but I guess it was too much for me to meddle with. It was their personal dispute, and I can’t blame my mate for acting that way. She was badly hurt, physically and emotionally. I just hope, in time, she’ll find it in her heart to forgive Merlisa.
Speaking of Merlisa, I want to tell her about Chassy’s father, who owns the diner, and she called Dad. But I don’t know if my mate will like it. Will she intervene when the two decide to talk? Thinking that way, I made a decision. I took my keys and said, “Let’s go.” Limuel and Jack were both confused but still got up and followed me.
“Are you hungry? You could have just asked for omegas,” Limuel said, but I just ignored him and walked inside the diner. I saw the man that Chassy called Dad, and I’m sure that he saw me as well. He bowed his head in respect, and I did the same. “Get a seat,” I told the two while I went to the cashier, where the man was.
“I’m Alpha Xander of the Red Moon Pack,” I said, introducing myself. Although I knew that it wasn’t necessary, I still wanted to give a good impression to my mate’s father.
“I know. I’m Dranreb, and yes, I am Chassy’s father and Merlisa’s mate,” he replied in a low voice.
“Can we talk?” I asked. He looked at me, confused. ‘About your mate,’ I added. He nodded his head and motioned for me to follow him, which I did after I mind-linked the two, who were now busy giving their orders.
“Have a seat, Alpha,” he said as we entered his office.
“Thank you,” I replied respectfully. I wanted him to know that I meant no harm and that I only wanted him and Merlisa to talk.
“Is my mate fine?” he asked.
“Depends on your definition of fine,” I said, and he sighed heavily as if there were tons of everything that was on his shoulders.
“It must have been hard for her all this time. What she did to our daughter was entirely my fault. But I can’t force Chassy to forgive her because she was the one who had been deprived of her mother’s love,” he said in a raspy voice, almost choking. Then she started telling me about his reasons for leaving, and I can’t blame him either for his decision. Even if I were in his place, I think I would do and feel the same.
“Are you willing to talk to Merlisa?” I asked, and I saw hesitation and guilt on his face.
“Will she ever want to?” he asked in a low voice. Then I told her about Merlisa and Chassy’s encounter. He sighed heavily, and another feeling of guilt crossed his face.
“Chassy will understand in the future. She’s already a Luna and an Alpha. She’s just hurt and is still in pain. But in time, I knew that she’d come by,” I assured him.
“I know that you still have a problem with her, and I do hope that she will accept you sooner. She has to, and you have to get strong together. If she has ever told you what I told her yet, let me give you details,” he said, and he started to tell me about the war that was about to come. Then I realized that the vampires might have known something about me and Chassy. That’s why they were acting like that whenever we saw them.
“Thank you for the information,” I said, and he nodded. We ended our talk, and we went back to the pack after he assured me that he was going to visit and talk to Merlisa. At least that’s one pack problem to solve. I just hope that Chassy won’t take my intrusion against me.