Am sorry baby…
SELENE’S POV
After Davis blurted out at my party referring to my mother and I as peasants and strangers coming up to their home. I could not feel any more embarrassed.
All of this had happened at one end of the room and almost all the guests were gone but I was sure it wasn’t going to be long before everyone heard at school.
It was the happiest day of my life and it was just right for Davis to ruin my happiness yet again as he did at school.
” Oh my, everything is ruined.” I muttered as i walked aross the room to have a seat with everyone staring at me.
I was sure they felt I and my mother were gold diggers who wanted to exploit Uncle Karl as that was what Davis had insuitated with his rantings. I was angry, angry at mum especially because she had not told me about all of this.
Even though I wanted my mum and Uncle Karl to be together I didn’t want all of this. I didn’t want all of this drama especially with everyone at school finding out all of this.
She had not told me and I looked like a fool when Davis claimed we were at his house. I felt so pained that my happiest days as all ruined thanks to Davis I couldn’t hate him any less.
” I hate you Davis. I wish you drown or something.” I cursed as I sat down, I was so angry and could hardly contain my emotions. The rest of the guests left but not after they had mocked me with their eyes and even confronted me.
” I knew you were poor and wondered how you could afford a party. It’s a pity your mum is taking advantage of Mr Karl.” she said and walked away to meet her mum who had come to pick her up. I cried so much and when everyone had left, mummy came to meet me.
” Baby, are you ok?” She asked me and touched me by the shoulder and i turned to face her with so much anger and tears welled up in my eyes. I was so angry about everything happening.
” I hate you mum, you just ruined my life.” I yelled with so much anger. I hated everything happening and mum for causing it.
” Am sorry baby, mummy did all of this for you.” Mum responded as she tried to touch me but I didn’t let her and blurted out even further. I didn’t seem to understand how all of this was for me. I hated the rumors at school and now it was going to be about me.
” You did this for me?” I asked her lbut mummy just stared at me and tried to hold me to calm me down but I wasnt letting her.
” No you didn’t, you did it for yourself, mum. I only had school and now you took that away from me.” I yelled at my mum and tears welled up her eyes too. I could see how sad my actions made her but now even I was hurt and I could not help how I felt.
” No baby everything has always been about you, mummy just wants you to be happy.” She responded still trying to hold me.
” Am sorry about all of this baby.” She said still trying to apologise and get me to stop crying. She was crying too as tears flowed freely down her cheeks.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
” I guess you are happy now. I dnt know if I would be able to show my face at school.” I said as I thought about the fact that everyone would know about everything that had happened at school.
I was sure it was going to be the talk at school as the rest of guests who were left especially Anthonia who had just mocked me a few moments ago was going to tell everyone who cared to listen about every thing.
” Baby I am so sorry, I thought you would be happy with the surprise.”
She said and I responded right back.
” Well as you can see mum I am not happy, you ruined everything because of your surprise.” I told her as I cried even more thinking about everything.
” How did mum even invite them.”I mumbled as I thought about Sasha and the best approach to salvage the situation. I was too angry to think of anything and I didn’t have a room at the house yet, to close myself in so I just sat down crying my heart out.
As I thought I decided to ask mummy a question that seemed to bother me.
” Mum, are you and Uncle Karl together now?” I asked her and she turned to me and held me.
” Yes baby but if that is not want you want, we could go home this minute.” She said as she tried to dry my tears, I knew she was hurt with everything I said to her as I felt so bad for making my mum cry.
” No mum, am sorry and I love you mummy, dnt cry.” I responded and just then Uncle Karl came down to meet us.
” Is everything ok here?” He asked and he came downstairs to meet us.