Kill Me, Heal Me

Chapter 181 The Past

Ethan Mo thought the question she asked was a little ridiculous. How did he know? Would he not know his own child? Besides, in all his memories, the only time he had ever made love with a woman was that time. Later, May Ning became pregnant. Although he was surprised, he never doubted that the child's father was himself. Belle Ye's question made him inexplicably irritated-thinking of Frank Ye's mysterious father.

The car was parked on the side of the road. Just because the air in the car was too stuffy, the glass window was pulled down. There were street disturbances all around, and there were noises everywhere. But the two people in the car could hear each other's heartbeat. Belle Ye saw his reaction and knew that Ethan Mo would never believe her words. It didn't matter if he believed... But she must be clear about what happened back then. Did he and May Ning get involved?

"I have already told you that my wedding with May Ning will be canceled. As for that child...has long been gone, are you still taking it to heart?" Ethan Mo thought of her temperament, thinking she was blaming him for having a relationship with May Ning. "I just want to know, how can you be sure that May Ning's child is yours?"

"You still ask." Ethan Mo yelled at her angrily. Was this questioning him or humiliating him? "I just want to get the details." She just considered something as it stood. "Back then, I actually had sexual relationship with May Ning, huh... but just one time, just one time. I was drunk and didn't know anything. I met her in a bar in a daze. I didn't talk about the later things. You also understand that when I woke up the next day, May Ning was by my side. You said her child was not mine. Could it be another man's?"

Ethan Mo felt uncomfortable to talk about this thing in front of a woman he liked. Belle Ye was also uncomfortable to hear, her face was slightly hot, but more thoughts were placed in his words. "You said, the person you saw when you woke up the next day was May Ning?" Belle Ye's eyes widened, seemingly unbelievable.

Ethan Mo pondered for a moment, then quickly nodded, looking away with a little embarrassment, and couldn't help but turn back carefully to observe her look, to see if she was jealous and angry, or blamed him for his former passion ...Unfortunately, he was disappointed. Belle Ye's face was shocked, suspicious, and unbelieving, except that there was no caring or jealousy. Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.

This recognition made his heart seem to be torn open. He felt empty, a little painful, and a little low. How could it be such a coincidence? Belle Ye was immersed in her shock. Just like Ethan Mo said, he did have a relationship with a woman when he was in a state of unconsciousness under alcohol anesthesia. Perhaps because of the unsatisfactory marriage and tragedy of his parents, Ethan Mo suffered from the emotional cleanliness.

He didn't show much interest in women like ordinary men, and he had never been rumored about personal scandals. There were paparazzi discrediting that his sexual orientation was normal. For these, he never paid attention to it, and he laughed at it when asked in person. That day was the death day of his mother, and it was only on that day, instead of arranging his work schedule as full as usual, he would set aside a day and find a bar to drink in the dark. It happened that Belle Ye was also in the bar that night, in fact, she wanted to find Ethan Mo.

When she arrived at the bar, Ethan Mo was already drunk and bewildered, and he was indulging himself like a fledgling boy with a group of regular customers there. Belle Ye was worried that his stomach would ruin after drinking, so she had to block the alcohol for him. Later, even she also got drunk somehow. What happened later was like a dream to her. That night, she, who was already drunk and hazy, remembered every detail and every movement very clearly. It was hidden deeply in her heart, burned in her mind, and she could not forget.

At that moment, she felt happy and fulfilled. She liked Ethan Mo for so many years, and had pursued him for so many years regardless of the restraint of the girl. Her love for him was undisputed. It was the hottest piece of love that would always be hidden in her heart. She didn't regret it, let alone think deeply

about whether Ethan Mo, who was under alcohol anesthesia, was due to physical instinct or real love. At that moment, she just foolishly thought that he accepted her and fell in love with her.

So, what about more pain? In her heart, it was all sweet. If... if it weren't the next day, when the sky was just graying, she woke up from the cold and heard the name of "May Ning" from his mouth, she would have such a sweet dream by the time he woke up. She could remember how she panicked and put on her clothes, and left quietly with her painful heart. Perhaps it was after the name of "May Ning" that the feeling of getting drunk alcohol slowly faded away, and what remained was the cruel reality that she could no longer escape from.