Chapter 135
God granted his request to breathe fresh air and experience the wholesome sunshine, with Ivan. It was enough as compensation for all the hardship and pain he had experienced. He has nothing else to ask for because the people who were important to him have been completed.
Their story of Ivan seems very impossible. If they tell this to others, no one will believe them. Things that were impossible to happen but have happened to them. It was really good and they had enough strength to overcome the trials, which came into their lives.
What happened to him flashed through his brain. On how he was hurt and got up. All of that was a result of his sufferings. He even got to the point where he was about to die but because he had enough faith in God he was here. He feels the world really deserves it for him.
“Sit here on my lap.” Ivan suddenly said so he stopped in retrospect.
He winced. “I’m heavy.” he said sullenly.
Ivan raised an eyebrow. “If you don’t want to sit down, I’ll just stand and you sit here in a wheelchair. Do you want that?”
His frown deepened and he complied with Ivan’s wishes. He was even a little surprised because they were able to get a wheelchair. The two of them seemed to weigh just right for that chair.
Ivan’s two arms wrapped around his waist. He even put his own chin on his shoulder so he turned to look at it. Their noses collided because of that. He smiled but it was immediately erased when Ivan touched his own lips to hers.
She voluntarily closed her eyes and responded to Ivan’s kisses. Someone helped a grain of tears from hers because of the great joy she felt. The impossible can also be possible. The evidence was Ivan”s survival on the brink of death and what was happening to them now.
Little did he realize that a series of tears had just dripped from his eyes. Ivan stopped kissing her so she woke up. It separated its own lip from hers. He also raised one hand and wiped away her tears.
“Hey … Why were you crying?” furrowed forehead and its serious question with him but its eyes symbolize concern.
He smiled softly and took Ivan’s hand that was now holding his cheek. “I’m just happy. I didn’t expect this to happen again. You’re both free.” he was still in tears.
Ivan came across him. It stared at him deeply as if it was penetrating all the way to his bones. Later, tears also dripped from her husband’s eyes.
It bit its lower lip while still in tears. “I love you so much …” he said passionately and kissed her on the lips again. She closed her eyes again and let herself cry.
This time he felt differently. It was as if he were floating and sitting on a cloud. Ivan kisses her softly but sweetly. It was full of emotion he had just felt and he felt like Ivan too.
She feels like Ivan was crying just like her. Maybe it”s as fun as he was. Because finally, they don’t have to hurt each other anymore. They were free to express their true feelings.
Ivan stopped kissing her but unlike before he didn’t wake up. He even wanted to feel her kisses. Because it seems like a dream happening to them now. And if it was a dream, he didn’t want to wake up. Feels good. Emotionally.
“I love you so much. I won’t hurt you again. Don’t cry anymore, please. It kills me …” Ivan begged so he woke up. It was still crying like he was.
He sniffed. “I love you so much too. You know that …” he smiled and wiped Ivan’s tears with his palm. Ivan also wiped his tears so they both wipe each other’s tears now.
When they had finished crying he turned to face her and watched the sunset. Ivan’s arms wrapped around his waist again. He held Ivan’s hands tightly.
It suddenly entered her mind those times when she was still crying because of Ivan’s pain with her. He once wished that his problems were just like the sunset. Your type will sink it and the morning will be over. He wanted his problems to end just as easily.
But that was wrong. There was no need to run away from problems because the problem itself teaches and strengthens people. You may give up but expect that you will not be able to cope with the escape you have made.
“It’s my birthday today …” Ivan whispered to her from nowhere.
His eyes widened and he turned to his wife. It was slightly poultry and frowning. He remembered the date today and Ivan was right. It’s his birthday today.
“Ahm … I’m sorry. Because what-” Rigella didn’t know what to say.
Ivan just nodded. “Yes. You forgot.” it was still frowning.
He took a deep breath. “Not that I forgot. But because …”
“As for me, even if you haven’t left me for five years, I’ll still celebrate your birthday …” Ivan seemed to be a toddler.
He felt a little guilt. Yes, he forgot Ivan’s birthday but it was because of his concern for his wife. Besides, he has also been busy taking care of it these past few days so he forgot to check the calendar.
“I’m sorry …” Rigella’s voice filled with sadness.
Ivan laughed softly. “I was just kidding. It’s okay that you forgot. I understand.” laughs it says.
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Ivan nodded. “Hmm. It’s really okay. I know you’ve been busy these past few days.”
She smiled spontaneously. Ivan was improving. It already knows how to understand him. “were you improving?” his smile was wide.
He also smiled and removed one arm from his waist. He raised his own hand and placed behind his ear the little hair that had previously partially blocked his left eye.
“Hmm. Of course. I’m willing to change myself for you.” Ivan kissed her on the forehead. “Besides, I’m also tired of pretending in front of other people. It’s time to show them who Ivan Jed De Leon really was.” it says.
‘that’s good.” she can’t help but to chuckle. She feels very happy. “But why don’t your parents come here? Creed doesn’t come either. What’s that? We both forgot your birthday?”
“No, they know. That’s why they’re gone now. I just really begged them not to come to marry you now.” Ivan grinned mischievously.
He slapped Ivan lightly on the chest. “Crazy. It’s more fun when we celebrate a lot.”
His wife smirked. “I don’t want to. You’re the only one I want to be with. I don’t want you to take care of anyone other than me.” Ivan squeezed his head between her neck and shoulders.
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“I’m just getting stingy when you come …” Ivan started kissing her neck.
He was tickled there so he froze and avoided himself from Ivan. “Shit, Ivan! I’m tickled!” he laughed at the promise.
“It’s confusing? Why did you go back then-”
He immediately got up from sitting on Ivan’s lap. “I don’t want to say that!” instead of being annoyed he even laughed. Maybe it’s just that he feels more pleasure than annoyance.
“Just a joke.” Ivan laughed and let her sit on his lap again. “It’s just to warm up. We have something to talk about because it’s important …” he quickly kissed her on the cheek.
“Important? What’s that?” she arranged her hair a bit messy.
“Hmm. I’ll just explain about what I did before …”
He was stuck there. What he knew was that he didn’t care about what happened before but it still had a strong impact on him.
He let out a deep sigh. “Ivan-“