Chapter 101
Thea
I paced about my room after Holf dropped me. I needed to know what was going down there but I knew the big guy wouldn’t let me past the door.
I snapped my head towards the door suddenly when it yanked open. My heart made a leap the moment Angel walked through my door. I just stood there, fear gripping me.Text content © NôvelDrama.Org.
I know I had asked him to purnish me instead of my mum but it didn’t mean I was ready for it now.
He began walking towards me and I let out a nervous sigh to ease my tension but it was a failed attempt. The moment he stood in front of me it heightened. I found my lips quivering as I tried to voice out some words.
“Are you going to purnish me?” I asked in a low voice.
” No.” He said and my eyes squinted in shock. Did he really mean that? I found his hand reaching for me and I wondered what he was trying to do. His hand touched my skin and a shiver went down my spine. I was still very much affected by him even in this situation.
To my surprise, Angel pulled me into his arms and I shuddered.
A rush of sensation washed over my body as I got trapped in his warm embrace and my nose filled with his sweet scent. I let myself inhale him and my heart basked in the feeling of being held in his arms but I wasn’t reciprocating.
I wasn’t sure what was going on here. Why was he hugging me?
Angel pulled me more closely hugging me more passionately. His fingers dived into the back of my hair and I bit my lips hard so I didn’t sigh sensously. He was rubbing my back at the same time and that was all I needed to get wet down there.
I know, horny slut! Yes I am but I wasn’t wet down there because I wanted him to make love to me or just touch me. I just couldn’t help my body from reacting to him. If it were to be someonelse in this situation I wouldn’t be moved by their touch. I’d feel disgusted but Angel….
He made me feel things that I couldn’t quite describe. When my heart beats, I can feel it beating for him.
He makes me happy even without trying. I missed him every second and thought about him like he was the air I breath.
It’s just so hard to put a word to this feeling.
It felt so real and deep I just couldn’t describe it. I just….
No! I think I was falling in love with Angel….
I let out a gasp as my heart beat in agreement. There was a snapping into place of everything that confused and overwhelmed me.
I pulled away from his hug, shock blanketing my face as I looked at him. He looked hurt when I pulled away but what was this feeling of confirmation I was having.
My heart, my bod, my mind and I even felt it in my soul. He was everything I desired now.
“Why won’t you hug me back?” His voice came out husky. Why did I sense so much pain in his voice and why did hugging him back even mean anything to him?
“I….” I got choked in my words retracting my steps as he moved closer to me. My heart was bubbling with so much desire for him. I needed to breath, he was taking my breath away.
“You hate me.” He said and I tilted my head slightly giving him a disbelieving look.
I wish I did.
“No I don’t.” I answered and kept moving back till my back hit a surface. It was the wall. I confirmed looking beside me.
“You do. You’re just scared to admit it.” His gaze was boring into my soul. He placed a hand on the wall slightly above me. I looked at it feeling nervous and returned my gaze back to him. It stayed glued on his lips. I wanted to taste it.
“I don’t.” I said regretting the fact that I wanted him to know the truth. “I wish I did.” I said and I watched his eyes narrow in shock. He almost melted me with his eyes. He seemed to be searching for the truth in there.
“Then prove it to me.” He said in a deep yet sultry voice. His hand slid down the wall, tickled my shoulder as his finger grazed it then he lifted my chin.
Fuck!
He was a sinful beauty and I was enamored by him. I kept breathing out softly through my parted lips. My body felt tensed as Angel began pulling his lips close to mine. I blinked several times yelling in my head to stop him.
I gulped hard as he took turns looking at my eyes and lips almost getting to me.
“Stop….” I said softly and threw my face to the side. He let out a deep sigh and I knew he was disappointed.
“Why won’t you let me kiss you then?” He was watching me intently but I couldn’t bring myself to look at him. “Do I disgust you?”
I turned to look at him. If I were disgusted wouldn’t that be evident in the way I looked at him? All I wanted to do was resist his temptation.
“Why are you acting this way?” I searched his eyes for answers but all I could see in there was pain. I saw him gulp hard and he let out a sigh too. He dipped his head down as if feeling helpless before he raised it back to look at me.
“Don’t you know why?” He sounded frustrated. Just what was he getting at?
“I dont.” He nodded in defeat but still kept his proximity to me.
“You drive me insane Thea.” My heart leaped and paced at a faster pace. My eyes bulged in shock at the way he said it. He had said this a number of times when we had sex but it was different now.
“What do you mean?” I asked wanting to be clear. There was a strange desire I saw in his eyes for me.
“It means I want you… More than I ever thought I could.”