Chapter 19 Preparation
“Hey… I’m sorry about earlier. I should be more sensitive.”
He found her wiping her tears away looking out through the window.
“My mother, if… I haven’t watched TV, the news, I’ve been living here without knowing the outside world…”
His protective instinct was quick to have her wrapped in his arm. He did just that within seconds, then turn her to face him, tilting up her chin making her look straight at him.
“I’ll protect you, Blair, we will contact her as soon as we can. Is she the reason why you stay with him?”Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.
“She’s all that I have, we’re not rich and she was sick. Brain Cancer. This was also why he called me…”
“Ssh… he was an ass. You thought that you love him, we’re going to leave it at that.”
“But…”
He didn’t give her the chance to object as he lowered himself down to kiss her.
“I missed you, the days I’ve spent away from you have been messing with my mind.”
She was kissing him back feeling the same way towards him. She hugged him, resting her cheek on his chest.
“You have your work, you need to solve those cases… and mine…”
“Blair… you’re going to be just fine. I’ll check on your mother tomorrow, look Max said that Rebecca needs to look at your cast, maybe need to change it. He said preferably before we start with the process of clearing your name. Yes, you’re innocent, we just have to make the world see it that way too.”
“I’m so tired Ian…”
“I know baby, I’m here for you, why don’t you lay down and get some rest?”
He took her to bed and tucked her in, then told her that he was going to take a quick shower before joining her and rest for the night.
She was asleep when he was back from the shower, so he decided to read into her files and work on her case while sipping on the stashed vodka from the kitchen.
It was well after midnight when she found him bare-chested with his jeans hanging low on his waists. He was hovering over the dining table, flipping between the pages of her case files. He looked tired as he was pouring himself the liquor.
He was feeling more and more depressed reading her file, knowing that she had endured so much pain all for her mother, all for the money needed to take care of her, while she was thinking or maybe even convincing herself that she loved him.
He was drowning in her case and didn’t hear her when she finally came up to him and took away the bottle from him.
“You should stop drinking, I’ll make you some coffee.”
But he was feeling the desperation after reading her file, after all the notes. He was feeling the anger, the aggravation, the sadness, he needed to feel her as he pulled her in for a deep sensual kiss. He needed her to feel that he would take care of her, that he would be there all the way.
“Ian? what’s the matter?” she was trying so hard to back down from his kisses, as she was wanting him the same. But she was feeling something else from him, then she looked at his working space and saw all his notes all over Luka’s printouts of her file.
“Ian, I’m okay… you said it before. I trust you…”
But he was not letting her go when he finally carried her back to the bedroom. He let her down and she was standing in front of him, her body was flat to his as they resumed their heated kisses.
Then he was taking off her clothes carefully minding her cast arm, her bruises were still there but barely visible under the nightlight. She was letting out her little moans with his soft gentle kisses, she was making him hard for her. Her hand was caressing his naked chest, which made him groan with needs.
“I’m sorry baby, I’m sorry for what happened to you. I need you to know that I’ll take care of you.”
“Ian, please…” she missed him, she needed to feel him, all of him, and finally moaned louder when he was touching her wetness.
She was getting braver as her urges were making her zip down his jeans and touch his bulge under his boxers. She sits herself down on the bed while pulling his jeans down uncovering his very erect dick to her face.
“Blair, you don’t… have to… oh damn baby…”
His curses started to flow as she licked his tip, her hand slowly stroked his length, then she started sucking him as he was moaning louder. She never thought she would enjoy giving orals, but hearing him, feeling him twitched to her tongue was strangely building up her arousal. She was feeling herself getting wet from taking him deeper into her throat.
He was telling her to stop, but she still wanted to please him, she selfishly still wanted to taste him as it was making her feel sexy that she could actually make him let out his manly aroused moans.
“Blair baby, enough…” he was straining his voice until he couldn’t take more of her deep throating him that he pulled himself back, and kissed her hard.
Then it was his turn to kneel on the floor and start licking her.
“Fuck baby, you’re drenched…” he was taking her legs to his shoulder keeping them in place as she moaned louder to his tongue caressing her.
“Ian… baby… so good…”
He was building her, making her moan louder, making her beg for more, taking her closer to the edge until she finally climaxes with her legs trembling from the intense orgasm, her hand was still grasping his short strands.
“Ian! enough… I’m… oh mmph…” she was biting her lip when he kept on licking her and sucking her dry.
It took him seconds to get naked and reach a condom from his wallet and sheathed himself, she was still sated with her legs spread between his when he thrusts hard inside her.
He was done being gentle with her, he needed her to feel his passion, his desperation, and his strength. She was kissing him hard, tasting herself making him thrust deeper. Yet, his hold on her was strangely calming her down. She was feeling his domination but she was feeling safe at the same time. It was a first for her, and she was liking it, and she was wanting more of him.
“More… Ian, harder!” he was stretching her, filling her, pounding her sweet spot over and over again while he was groaning to her tightness. Her tits were sexily grazing his chest making him lusts for more. He never had someone who made him feel this good. And that realization just made him fall even further down, and deep down he knows that she was it, that he was falling for her.
“Come with me Blair, together baby…” his words were all it took for her to shatter and climax hard under him. He bursts the second he felt that she had reached her orgasm.
Their breaths were heavy as he looked deep into her eyes, pumping lazily inside her while they both were climbing down from their high.
“I love you, Blair.” He blurted out his words, making her gasp.
“Shh… don’t say anything. I just needed you to know that.” He whispered kissing her between her eyes lovingly.
She looked back at him, biting her lip as a tear trailed down her cheek. He kissed her tears while caressing her hair.
“You will be okay Blair, I promised you.”