Dominant Alpha

The moment stilled there only. The pain, the anguish was making me feel dizzy. I was still and he was frozen. "Ava.. I.. Fuck! I didn't want to say all that shit to you. I swear. They just slipped off my tongue."

"Please.. at least now stop lying Christian. For god sake I'm tired of you, your dominance, your distrust. You said those words because that's exactly what you think in your heart. Now I get it, no matter how much I try, I can't change your thoughts." I shouted. The whispering words came on my lips on their own.

"I promised myself that I would never fall in love with you. But it was the night when you made me smile, made me laugh and I felt happy for the first time in a long time. I thought you wanted your life with me. Even after everything you did, I accepted you." Old memories of his love were coming in front of my eyes, making them sting from tears.

"But here you are, reminding me that I'm not a part of your world, of you. I'm just here to please you just like a slut. I guess that's my destiny I can't change otherwise...". After a sigh I said "Nevermind. I'm going."

He took a eager step towards me. "Ava.. I won't let you go anywhere." He growled.

"Don't worry. I'm not running away from here.. or should I say.. I can't run away from here. I'm going downstairs."

I walked away from there. Once again!

At midnight I returned to the room. The whole mansion was silent. I opened the door of room silently and walked inside but was shocked to see that the lights were still on and Christian was standing near the window.

I removed my gaze from him and went to change in the bathroom. When I walked out Christian was still there near the window. I sighed and laid down on the bed.

I closed my eyes but sleep was far away from them. After a minute I felt arms around my waist and I knew who it was. His intoxicating scent filled my nose.

"I'm Sorry."

"You always are." I whispered. "You keep on hurting me despite of taking a vow of not doing the same again."

"I know but that's the way I am Ava. You know I'm not perfect."

"So I have to take all the shit you throw at me?"

I felt his arm tightening around me and then he turned me to face him,

"I love you Ava. From the bottom of my heart. So much that it hurts. I have faults in me, I know that. I can't control my anger when someone insults me, I lose control over myself. But you have to bear me the way I am. I can't afford to lose you. Please. Give me a last chance. I promise, I'll try to control my anger, I've been trying to control it. I'll try harder. I'll do more of everything to make you feel happy."

"I'm tired of your behavior Christian. I have feelings and you always crush them. I have feelings for YOU. Please don't break me." Tears slipped off my eyes.

Next morning shined through the windows. I was tangled up with the sheets and Christian. He was wrapped around me like a second skin. I could wake up like this for the rest of my life and never get tired.

I always feel unconditional love for him and can't control to express it & I know he does too. No matter if its the mate bond making us feel all the heightened emotions or if they are our own, we both feel content around each other. But the situations are like my long lost enemies. They always come rushing in my life. I can just hope for a peaceful day.

I stood up, showered and walked downstairs. I was in a much better mood than yesterday. At least Christian realises his mistake. I was only hoping that he keeps his word and stop hurting me every time I start to trust him.

As I walked down, I saw Kai in the living room. He was watching a movie. I walked towards him and flopped down beside him on the couch. He looked at me with an arched eyebrow and amused expression on his face. "What?" I snapped at him.

"Are you Ava?"

"You threw your head on a hammer or something like that?" I snapped at him once again. Idiot loves messing with my head. How can he forget me?

"No. Actually I knew a person named Ava who was like a happy butterfly a few days ago and now here you are like a pissed of angry crab."

"Shut up." I fumed at him. "I'm not a butterfly. They are creepy creatures. I can be a bee or something like that but definitely not a butterfly."

He laughed out so loud that he fell down from the couch. Still he was laughing like a crazy maniac clutching his stomach.

I pouted my lips and crossed my arms in my chest. Every fucking human is crazy in this house except ME.

"You are THE SHIT Ava. Hahahah... seriously.. You're crazy." He spoke between his laughing hiccups.

"Oh really? And you're a giggling beauty." I replied and gave a fake sweet smile.

"Ava." A relieved voice of Christian rang in the hall. I looked towards the stairs and there he was, wearing only his jeans, hot as molten lava. Yummyyy.

I arched my eyebrows in a questioning gesture but instead of replying he came towards me with hurried steps and pulled me flushed in a hug. His quickened breath tickling my neck. I could feel the fast hammering of his heart. "Thank god." His breathy voice came. "I was so scared. What are doing downstairs? You should be in bed."

Words failed me so I just gave a small answer. "I woke up early."novelbin

Kai was long gone. Suddenly his one hand came down my knees and other around my shoulders and he started carrying me towards our room. I squealed loudly in surprise but he just grinned at me.

He threw me on the bed and came up on me. His hips settled between my legs. Jeezzz...

I could feel his hardness through his clothes.