013 How long can I cope
Ava Della Sanchez
Tears gathered in my eyes as they threaten to fall, my hands shook as I held the Divorce papers looking at Nickolaus who doesn’t seem shaken as he stood waiting for me to sign the divorce papers. A smirk crept onto my lips as I wipe my tears welcoming the plan that just crept its way into my head and without warning.
I held up the divorce papers in the air and wave it in his face without warning I tore them into shreds and scatter the remains on the floor.
I look him straight in the eyes mustering up courage though I don’t know where the strength came from, I close the distance between us staring at him eyeballs to eyeballs I muttered
“I never ask for your hand in marriage, yes I agree I like you but I never for once initiated this, and if you feel you can just break down walls and walk away, then you must be joking, wake up” I muttered snapping my fingers on his face
“We are dying together there is no way out” I wink at him and walk out, intentionally bumping my shoulder with his. I know he’s shocked probably because that wasn’t just me but no…he can’t just serve me divorce papers and expect me to be calm. I already have an early appointment tomorrow which requires me to wake up early. I walked into the bathroom and had a fast bath. I came out to see Nickolaus working out on the bed with his laptop. I walk towards my dressing table and dressed up after which I settled for a pajamas
I walk to the couch with a pillow and a blanket, I laid down and covered myself with the duvet resting my head on the pillow, I adjust myself to make sure am comfortable after which I slept off
I woke up early but not before Nickolaus, I allowed him to leave for work before I could do anything, as I started preparing I made sure to look great and simple. I wore a white floral gown and my red stiletto. I took my purse and my car keys and stepped out of the house.
My red lipstick is glistening under the morning sun making me look like one of those hardest bitches, I know what I’m doing today is a big step which should only be taken for someone who loves you deeply, but I can’t just stay and watch him lost everything that he has work so hard for. I already called mom telling her that she’s going to help me out on this and she accepted more reasons why I love my parents.
I don’t want to tell dad, I know if I call him, he will be calling Nickolaus the next moment and that’s not what I want. One of our drivers made to drive me but I shook my head negatively telling him I will be fine and I want to be alone with that I drove off.
I turn on one of Selena Gomez’s songs as I listen to the lyrics which is like a healing song.
It wasn’t long before I drove into the company. I was about to get down from my car when I saw something strange. Sherly hid at a corner in the company as she talked to an unknown man in a mask whose face was hidden and unknown. I Waited as I record the video, I picked up my phone and dial my mom’s number and immediately she picked up, I told her about everything I saw and she asked me to leave the premises Immediately saying, I should send the video to her and she would handle everything.
I thanked her and start to walk into the company with only one thought in mind, I walk into the company and met the receptionist, her eyes wide-eyed and I know that from her excitement she felt like laughing at me, we greeted, she told me Nickolaus wasn’t in at the moment making my plans more successful and I wink at her before walking off.
I followed the elevator leading to Nickolaus’s office after the elevator stopped and open. I walk out diligently and walk towards his office, I rush in trying to hurry up before he comes back, I pulled the door open and walk in, I walk towards his drawer starting for any file that’s going to give me the lead I want… but none, time was no longer on my side but I’m not giving up there was a pink file laying around on the floor, I picked it up immediately and when I opened it my eyes widened with what I saw. Someone has been embezzling the money of this company but how? I thought, deciding to live, I pulled off the pink file and folded the papers into my purse before walking out.
I entered the elevator as it dropped me on the last floor, immediately I stepped out, I bumped into Nickolaus in his full glory. I made to walk past him but he pulled me back carelessly, attracting the attention of people. His friends who were behind him tried to stop him but he waved them off.
“What are you doing here?” He asks, his eyes blazing fire. I sighed
“I came to see you”
“When will you stop being a wore….!!!” He screamed attracting attention
“Stop forcing yourself on me, you are not my type, you’re not good in bed and you’re useless to me”
“Enough… Nickolaus” One of his friends screamed, at this point, I might be blind, tears have covered my eyes as the whole staff gathered I couldn’t see I tried to find my way, my heart is broken beyond repair my dignity is tainted, I made to go but he carelessly pulled me back
“You see this woman” He shouted showing me to his staff, I couldn’t look up I was tired and most of all I wanted the ground to swallow me
“This woman here is a gold digger, a slut, and a wore, the best time she steps her feet into this company all of you will lose your jobs now back to duty….” He screamed and they all walk away, he dragged me carelessly towards the exit and threw me out of the company like a piece of garbage, Sherly was driving in at the moment,
“Baby…..” She called walking to him, as she eyes me dangerously.
I sighed and tried to stand up but fell again…Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
”Here take my hand” One of Nickolaus’s friends offered me his hand, I held onto his hands as he help me up
“Sorry” he muttered
“It’s alright thank you,” I said to him and freed my hands from his… my knees are injured but my heart is in more pain… as I walk to my car I can’t help but think
“For how long can I go….”